Mad At Life adn VideoGamez

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I am mad at life these days, mostly because I wantr to do those same things that ppl do in movies, videogaems, books, anything, where they understand what they did wrong, grow up, help ppl, and i want to do the same.

one problem; do those things even exist?

ive been reading lots of z articles on zi adn zu about childhood, faith, adn how its all mixed in. adn now im still having these little fights with myself-

• Kids are supposed to let go of the tree to grow up; what in teh world do i have to let go of?
• Where is this stupid tree?????????? How do I know the time it is to let go?
  
• How can you have faith if you're never taught it? How can u show faith if there's nothing to believe in?
  
• How can u help people if the circumstances and your true nature don't allow it?
• Do people really think of others as their friends?
• What is the right thing? How do you know its teh right thing?
  
• What is the true face face underneath peoples' masks?
• How is it, to accept change when it never comes?

Stupid Majora's Mask. It gives you so much insight on the world, but tehn when you actually ahve teh information sink in, tehres this huge battle focusing on life.

The Tree of Immortality. A huge playpen. Once you wonder what's outside teh paypen, you decide to venture out and explore waht is beyond it. You let go of teh Tree.

That's all very well in a world made of pixels. What about teh real world? What do we real poeple ahve to let go of? To do waht is so-called growing up???

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Ok I'm done ranting. I'm working on my new Blogger template- the main theme is Black Comic. The one right now is Blue Leaves. See? i'm not the only one who is bad at naming things.

Ah...... WW Music is so calming. Especially with teh HQ of Zreo. I've been listening since "Outset Island" adn now I'm on "Graaandma". Dudes, did you know that these Zreo People make too many reduxes of the same song? I mean, there's like, 2 "Outset Island"s adn one Soundscape, which is pretty cool, and there's teh same for "The Great Sea". But there are no reduxes for TP!!!! How could they do it for the most realistic game of teh series adn teh latest console game??? Evilz.....

Well Now I ahve to at least trya dn finish coloring teh header. T-T. Photoshop is actualy working well with me today. :)

Also, my Mom got a new computer and she has Adobe Photoshop CS 4 and she doesn't even use it while I'm teh one whose drawing all th time adn I ahve a crappy CS. My dad offered to install teh 4 but I gues I can wait. After all, I still need to install my enw Bamboo tablet. I eamn, it costs eanr 1000 dollars and I still havnt installed it but I'm still suing my 2 year old F610? Crazy, dontsha think?

Anyways, "Pirate Ship" is playing adn I ened to finish shading teh header.

KATENGERI!!!!!!!!

-chiao

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EDIT

And if you want to read those articles I was talking about, click on these::

http://www.zeldainformer.com/2008/05/the-message-of-majoras-mask.php#more

http://www.zeldauniverse.net/articles/the-missing-link/immortal-childhood/

These two articles is whewre I get my so-called philosophical ideas from. Very good articles, unless you know what teh games are about you won't understand anything, but they can really ger u thinking. Like "let go of teh tree" matephor. But really, in this day and in this world, we don't rally ahve much to let go of..................

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OMGGPS!!!!!!!

ON TEH GAMESPOT GREATEST HERO CONTEST THINGY LINK IS AGAINST GORDON FREEMAN!!!!!!!!!!

DUDES WE AHVE TO HELP HIM!!!!!!!!!!!

IF GORDON CUD SEMI-TIE WITH SNAKE SURELY LINK WILL AHVE A HARD TIME????

HE NEEDS OUR HELP!!!!!!!

HES ON 52% AGAINST 48%!!!!!

OH NOOOOOOO

ADN IVE ANALYZED TEH VOTES FOR MARIO (CUZ HE WILL AHBVIOSLY BE AGAINST LINK) SO AMRIO HAD 73,000 VOTES IN TEH ALST ROUND WHILE LINK AHD 57,000 VOTES SO MAYBE LINK HAS A CHANCE OF BEATING HIM,

IF PL LOOK AT SOME ITALIAN-AMERICAN PLUMMER DUDE AND THEN LOOK AT EPIC LINK TEHY MUST KNOW THAT LINK IS TEH BETER HERO!!!!!!!!

HEY MUST!!!!!!!!!!!

DUDES, PLEASE. MALO IS BEGGING YOU.

GO ADN VOTE.

http://www.gamespot.com/greatest-video-game-hero/vote/index.html?battle_id=62

PLEASE.

ADN WHILE UR AT IT, VOTE FOR SAMUS. CUZ SAMUS IS LESS POPULAR THAN LINK SO IF SHE (YES, SAMUS IS A SHE) STANDS UP TO LINK SHELL DIE.

HM....... Is this a new obsession or not?

Ok so if you rea my latest post (under this) you knwo that in teh end I was too spazzed b/c of Wind Waker/ Walker (I really don't know if its called waker or walker but in game its called waker so i guess tis waker) adn i went to see online walkthoughs. So I did.

So I was watching them any time I can now. Wind walker looks liek alot of fun! Link is so chibiish in ti. :3. I wanna hug hima dn never let go... and it tirns out that one of my friends at RCC (Russian Cildren's Center) has this Ds "game" that allows it to play a million other games WITH CHEATS!!! I was *whirr* ing at tthat moment. So I innocently asked, "Do you have Phantom Hourglass on tehre?" And so we wentr searcxhing for it.... and we found it. I was ina spazz. It was so.. dar... EPIC. Even witht teh crappy grpaics I love it een though all I ahve seen so far was the inrto. But its funny. Especialy teh opirates adn Tetra. And Link's snoring habits.

So here's the intro....




I know none of you will understand waht it is. Ok so as said, in the prequel to this game (Wind Waker) Link and Tetra battle Ganondorf. Ganondorf wants teh Triforce. So he's geting it one by one... since Zelda is always teh girl who gets the triforce, he went on searchign for littel girls with pointy ears. Tetra was taken, only to be taken back.. but then teh person whow as trying to get Tetra fell on Link's sister Aryll. So then Link went abord Tetra's pirate ship in order to get Tetra back.... and it turns out that in some place, they meet ganandorf, get unconsious, wake up, walk, adn in some place they meet a king who sees Tetra's nacklace and then finds a piece of it that's missing and bam.... a golden light envelops Tetra and she tunrs into Zelda. kapow. But then Ganondorf takes her. And like in every game other than Majora's mask, you need to save teh princess. T-T.

So yeah. link's a sleep headed chibi person. And when they call hin teh Hero of Time its a title given to the perosn who keeps hte Triforce of Courage that came fromt eh game Ocarina of Time. Cuz in it link's the Hero of Time..... So yeah. And he's da dude that was in the intro of Wind Walker, if anyones interested....

Some legendary hero you are....

Yeha the quality is horrible. But its the best I could find. And also, it sint teh whole intro. It goes on for another 5 mins. There's a more interesting part. When Tetra's on teh ghoooooooost shiiiiiiiiiiippppppp/.............. so eyah.


And so, I'm on Part 13 already. *does happy dance*

And I also found this awesome TP video when iw as randomly searching through videos. I love this song! I need it on my comp! I have this song stuck in my ehad.



Although I'm not a ZeldaxLink fan I love this video. Ok so both of them have been in every Zelda game to date. So maybe there is a relashionship there. I'm a Iliaxlink adn a Malonxlink fan. Hehe. And no, I think than minda nd Link are just good friends. I thoguht there was a relashionship tehre too but tehn I saw the Ilia cutscene... although i still cried during the Midna scene and not at all during the Ilia regains her memory scene.

so eayh.

And the problem wihtt his is..........

Am I having an obsesison wiht Wind Walker? Or is it just Zelda? Cuz I have an obsession with Zelda in general or just TP? I have a problem wiht this. I dunno what it is!!! Is it a new obsesion or a obsession re-enhanced>?????

HELP!!!!!!!!!!

*does littel dance when no ones wathcing...*

my oh my,
do you wnat to say good bye...
To tell this kingdom baby,
Tell me why!

My oh my,
Do youw nat to say goodbye,
to rule this country beby,
you can I!

If you were my king...
oh ooh ohoh
I would be your queen...
oh ooh ohoh..

-------------- Its been 5 mins since i wrote this.................

Ok I am so obsessed with this song. I bought it on iTunes right after I wote this. Don't be scared when U see me at school randomly singing My oh My. And guessssssssssssss whatttttttttt......... The perosn who did it also did Barbie Girl..... EURO DANCE PARTY!!!!! GO FAIRYTALE!! BELIEVE ME!!!! MY OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zelda Ranting

Yeaj. Sri but I have to rant about Zelda one time or another.

OK so I was watching Zelda videos online today (again) after playing TP for about 5 hours (yeah im at teh goron mines and i started a new file!) and so I was watching old commercials for Wind Walkr and Majora's Mask and Ocinara of Time and before that I was watching TP glitches and beta stuff (as usual) adn so I feel liek posting some randomness here.

AWWWWW ITS OCINARA OF TIME!! Ocinara of Time is debated by some as being the best videogame ever made. From what i ahve heard and read about it, it seems so. TP couldn't live up to its expactations, so ahbviosly OoT is the beter one. Even though I ahvn't played it. And so here's an old commerical. I love the ending!!


"Will thou ge teh girl? Or play like one?" That one got me laughing. Mostly cuz I'm one who believes that Malon is teh girl and not Zelda.... Sorry ZeLink fans. But I'm IlliaxLink and MalonxLink. Yeah. I got afftopic.

But come on! its epic! And I saw some clips of Jabu-Jabu, Dogondo, Volvagia, and Bongo Bongo in there. But teh OoT logo wasn't as refined as I thought it would be. I thought teh sword would come flippin but no.... it just glstened... T-T.


This is old commerial of Majora's Mask


Ok. No one but me understands this commerical. The point of the game is to stop teh moon from crashing on teh world. This bad dude called Majora was trapped in a mask and was waiting until some weak person put it on on him and so Skull Kid wen along and took teh maska dn started getting poccessed by it. And so with its power, discarding Skull Kid, it wrentched the moon from its orbit and hurled it towards Termina. And so yeha. And you ahve 3 days to try and fdo it. But youre allowed to go back in time to redo stuff........ so eyah. but when i found this commercial i fell out of my chair. its that weird.

No for he japanese version of it........


Haha this one's more funier. Mostly because yous ee teh moon's face... adn teh screaming japanese kid. And teh randomness. I dunno. Its just funny.




This is what happens if you don't win the game.


Now back to TP!!! I was watching TP beta videos the other day... (well, the hour after I tok the physics re-take) and I saw "The History of Twilgiht Princess". I looked at it. Its descrribedmwih only one wrod:: epic.



OK. I was all liek "EHMAGAWD ITS LINK!!" wahen i first saw it. i wish they ahd a beta verison..... cuz it wudve been so epic.... but hey, doesnt the text remind you fo somthing? Hwbt OoT??? Cuz TP was basiacally supposed to be a sequel to OoT... But hey, in 2004 they said "coming soon" and teh game was released in almost 2007. And hen in the second trailer teh voice freaks me out. That's the voice of a ten eyar old, not a seventeen eyar old. And then, finally, ont eh 3rd trailer, tehey find teh official trailer msuic (of which i can play a little on teh piano) and a name, major story details, althgouh the lost woods and theres a ..... canoe???? in ordon???? witw? Oh eyah. and after the 3rd trailer and the screen hoes black thres nothign else so u can just pause.

OMGGPS ITS HOW TO AMKE A LINK MII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



OK SO I AHVE TO ADMIT I HAVE AMDE A LINK MII ON MY WII BUT IT HAD NEVER TURNED OUT TEH WAY I HAD PLANNED. THE ONLY THING THAT I HAD AMDE AS PLANNED ON MY WII WAS ALEXANDER RYBAK. AND HE TURNED OUT PRETTY GOOD......... NOW. OMGGPS. WHEN I HEARD "now letrs make a frown cuz link like, never smiles" I LAUGHED MY EHADS OFF. CUZ ITS TRUE. LINK ALMSOT NEVVER SMILES. OK SOMTIMES. DURING ILIA OR MIDNA SCENES. BUT I AHVE TO DISAGREE ON THE HAIR. THE 1986 VERSION. WIHT THE RED AHIR. AT ELAST IN TP HES BLOND. THANK GAWD.




ehmoagawd its wind walker link!!!!!!!! HE LOOKS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHA!

HE LOOKS UUUUUUUUUUBER CUTE!

KYAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I. WANT WIND WALKRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I dunno why im posting this but its funny. the scenes and bg music is from teh game, but teh sound efefcts arent. omggps its linka dn ehs almost defeated!!!!!!!! I REALLY WANT TO PLAY WIND WALKRE!!!!

*RUNS OFF TO FIND WALKTHROUGHS ON YT*