Mad At Life adn VideoGamez

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I am mad at life these days, mostly because I wantr to do those same things that ppl do in movies, videogaems, books, anything, where they understand what they did wrong, grow up, help ppl, and i want to do the same.

one problem; do those things even exist?

ive been reading lots of z articles on zi adn zu about childhood, faith, adn how its all mixed in. adn now im still having these little fights with myself-

• Kids are supposed to let go of the tree to grow up; what in teh world do i have to let go of?
• Where is this stupid tree?????????? How do I know the time it is to let go?
  
• How can you have faith if you're never taught it? How can u show faith if there's nothing to believe in?
  
• How can u help people if the circumstances and your true nature don't allow it?
• Do people really think of others as their friends?
• What is the right thing? How do you know its teh right thing?
  
• What is the true face face underneath peoples' masks?
• How is it, to accept change when it never comes?

Stupid Majora's Mask. It gives you so much insight on the world, but tehn when you actually ahve teh information sink in, tehres this huge battle focusing on life.

The Tree of Immortality. A huge playpen. Once you wonder what's outside teh paypen, you decide to venture out and explore waht is beyond it. You let go of teh Tree.

That's all very well in a world made of pixels. What about teh real world? What do we real poeple ahve to let go of? To do waht is so-called growing up???

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Ok I'm done ranting. I'm working on my new Blogger template- the main theme is Black Comic. The one right now is Blue Leaves. See? i'm not the only one who is bad at naming things.

Ah...... WW Music is so calming. Especially with teh HQ of Zreo. I've been listening since "Outset Island" adn now I'm on "Graaandma". Dudes, did you know that these Zreo People make too many reduxes of the same song? I mean, there's like, 2 "Outset Island"s adn one Soundscape, which is pretty cool, and there's teh same for "The Great Sea". But there are no reduxes for TP!!!! How could they do it for the most realistic game of teh series adn teh latest console game??? Evilz.....

Well Now I ahve to at least trya dn finish coloring teh header. T-T. Photoshop is actualy working well with me today. :)

Also, my Mom got a new computer and she has Adobe Photoshop CS 4 and she doesn't even use it while I'm teh one whose drawing all th time adn I ahve a crappy CS. My dad offered to install teh 4 but I gues I can wait. After all, I still need to install my enw Bamboo tablet. I eamn, it costs eanr 1000 dollars and I still havnt installed it but I'm still suing my 2 year old F610? Crazy, dontsha think?

Anyways, "Pirate Ship" is playing adn I ened to finish shading teh header.

KATENGERI!!!!!!!!

-chiao

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EDIT

And if you want to read those articles I was talking about, click on these::

http://www.zeldainformer.com/2008/05/the-message-of-majoras-mask.php#more

http://www.zeldauniverse.net/articles/the-missing-link/immortal-childhood/

These two articles is whewre I get my so-called philosophical ideas from. Very good articles, unless you know what teh games are about you won't understand anything, but they can really ger u thinking. Like "let go of teh tree" matephor. But really, in this day and in this world, we don't rally ahve much to let go of..................

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Happyyyyyyyyyy

I dunno about u guys bit I am over happy right now.

i went to skl thinking that i NEED to look uber0hawt so u put on jeens and a girly shirt wiht my old paint splattered gray tank top underneath and my orange headband and my coach shoes and i felt LIKE A GIRl. I felt so freakin hawt.

adn so then i was so happy.

i was just happy tehw hole day.

we had a fire-drill, so we went outside so i could refreash myself befoer eh chem test, so i gues that ahd something to do wiht it.

and i felt so happy.

considering the fac that i was so freakin depressed yesterday. i went o skl and i wasnted to go home so badly.

and now i feel so happy.

it must be also teh fact that i was wearing winter clothes. i ahve this pecial feel for winter. i love warm clothjes. i love jeans and long-sleeve shirts an keds and the cold wind in my face, i love it. i love teh yellow grass. one day it was greena dn teh nest day it was yellow. it was FREAKY!!!

and so eyah. i8 was dancing carmellandansen adn singing butterfly adn bumbleee adn jumping around yeklling KATENGERI!!! and yelling about random stuff wiht alicein teh car and it was fun.

wny cant we have these days alt eh time?\

actually, i just thin i have to just look like a girl everyday.

but these jeans are so epic. i love them!

and this shirt...

and the undershirt.. and the keds... adn teh watch...and the orange headband....

and b/c meh friends asked for it, im gonna post those happy songs i was telling u about. tehyre all in japanese.. exacept carmellandansen, which is in sweedish.

Ok i feel so stupid posting this, but I found a TP carmellandansen. yes i toaly spelled that wrong. i dont care. but carmellendansens are found for everying. i found one for ssbb too.



do HQ!!! its so much better!!! midan looks deformed... i love teh ending!!! "whrere teh heck did he/she come from??" and tehn link si blushing when ehs standing next to midna..a dn zant's dancing alone,,,, OH!!!!!!!! this reminds me so much of those times when i was obsessed wht animation. carmelandansen was such a fad backt ehn. if u didnt make a carmellendansen u werent even looked at. allikatnya started it in teh warriorcats communtity adn tehn darkokiri followed it.. and so eyah.

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this one you guys amy remmeber. this ones also a fad, but nawt as big as crmallendansen. it reminds me of RoS for some reason........ oh.... i want this song for a ringtone!!! i ahve it on my comp (in uber-horrible quality)so if anyone wants it, enail me someime :)



i want to go around singing this someimes. we shoudl like, get a steareo, put a CD wiht this in it, adn just go around skipping in teh hallways during latebird singing this on te tops of our lungs. we shud so do that!!!! but i dont have a high-quality rtecord of this song *japaese wah*.

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Ok so u guys ahve probly heard me sing this in teh cafateria today before classes. but i love this song! we shuid like, get all these epic songs and make our own dance party! but we need more japanese songs first.......

ok so i know i got it wrong. i thought it was "see how i move" but its actually "green black adn blue". how stupid is that??? but i love this song, i wil never let it go.

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I love this song!!!! I was singing this one too!! I messed up. I though ti was "little beetle bumblee bee" when its "sweet little bumblebee". but i lve it anyway!!'



now i reallywa nt to start a dance party!!! turn it up on full volume!!!!

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Now this one is just plain weird I found this song wiht *TP adn SSBB* clips attached to it.. it was weird....



Don't watch teh video, just lsiten. It's such a happy song!!! I love it so much *sniff sniff*
Now I'm having trouble thinking of cute songs... think........ think.......

AHA!!!!!!!!!! TOKYO MEW MEW ENDING!!!!!

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Ok this videog has the HQ while the one below actually has teh animations that go wiht it.



This song is so cute!!! it reminds meof the good old days in april... oh, i miss those days. thats when i first satarted gettings addicted to anime and TMM.....

*(snidd sniff*

but the song is ultra-cute anyways.

cuz it just is.

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Ok so this is realy pathetic but those are my ahppy go lucky songs. POh wait, I forgot Cherry Saky Yukii!!!



OK so this is a flashback for winter...... in colarado.... dang... songs mean alot to me, adn this one especialyea msn slot... i lsitened to it on y t10.... now my T10 is gone....

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Another one is White Destony, another winter flashback. I didn't ahve anouph un-tiredness to acytaly put it on erhe, just lookk for it urself. Oh dong, nostalgia.. (which i strangely probounce nostalgaga).... I actually wanted this to be teh Warrior Cats theme for my series, but since i quit on teh series adn i havnt acutally been on my YT account for like, 5 months... well, its too painful. nevermind.

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So yeah.

Enjoy it.

Dang becasue of hose flashbacks I'm all sad again!!

DANGIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or should I use those words that link uses in teh manga........ :))))) Like 'rest in peace, will ya???"

oh dang i love link :)

But right now I'm too tired to talk about him. I'm gonna go search for my T10. Also, Trili, could u go around and see if I left my T10 at ur house? Cuz I havn't seen it since the time I went to ur house in teh summer. I miss my T10 :'(.

so bai.

gona go search adn enjoy meh songs.

KATENGERI!!!!!!!!!!!!