Mad At Life adn VideoGamez

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I am mad at life these days, mostly because I wantr to do those same things that ppl do in movies, videogaems, books, anything, where they understand what they did wrong, grow up, help ppl, and i want to do the same.

one problem; do those things even exist?

ive been reading lots of z articles on zi adn zu about childhood, faith, adn how its all mixed in. adn now im still having these little fights with myself-

• Kids are supposed to let go of the tree to grow up; what in teh world do i have to let go of?
• Where is this stupid tree?????????? How do I know the time it is to let go?
  
• How can you have faith if you're never taught it? How can u show faith if there's nothing to believe in?
  
• How can u help people if the circumstances and your true nature don't allow it?
• Do people really think of others as their friends?
• What is the right thing? How do you know its teh right thing?
  
• What is the true face face underneath peoples' masks?
• How is it, to accept change when it never comes?

Stupid Majora's Mask. It gives you so much insight on the world, but tehn when you actually ahve teh information sink in, tehres this huge battle focusing on life.

The Tree of Immortality. A huge playpen. Once you wonder what's outside teh paypen, you decide to venture out and explore waht is beyond it. You let go of teh Tree.

That's all very well in a world made of pixels. What about teh real world? What do we real poeple ahve to let go of? To do waht is so-called growing up???

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Ok I'm done ranting. I'm working on my new Blogger template- the main theme is Black Comic. The one right now is Blue Leaves. See? i'm not the only one who is bad at naming things.

Ah...... WW Music is so calming. Especially with teh HQ of Zreo. I've been listening since "Outset Island" adn now I'm on "Graaandma". Dudes, did you know that these Zreo People make too many reduxes of the same song? I mean, there's like, 2 "Outset Island"s adn one Soundscape, which is pretty cool, and there's teh same for "The Great Sea". But there are no reduxes for TP!!!! How could they do it for the most realistic game of teh series adn teh latest console game??? Evilz.....

Well Now I ahve to at least trya dn finish coloring teh header. T-T. Photoshop is actualy working well with me today. :)

Also, my Mom got a new computer and she has Adobe Photoshop CS 4 and she doesn't even use it while I'm teh one whose drawing all th time adn I ahve a crappy CS. My dad offered to install teh 4 but I gues I can wait. After all, I still need to install my enw Bamboo tablet. I eamn, it costs eanr 1000 dollars and I still havnt installed it but I'm still suing my 2 year old F610? Crazy, dontsha think?

Anyways, "Pirate Ship" is playing adn I ened to finish shading teh header.

KATENGERI!!!!!!!!

-chiao

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EDIT

And if you want to read those articles I was talking about, click on these::

http://www.zeldainformer.com/2008/05/the-message-of-majoras-mask.php#more

http://www.zeldauniverse.net/articles/the-missing-link/immortal-childhood/

These two articles is whewre I get my so-called philosophical ideas from. Very good articles, unless you know what teh games are about you won't understand anything, but they can really ger u thinking. Like "let go of teh tree" matephor. But really, in this day and in this world, we don't rally ahve much to let go of..................

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PLEASE.

ADN WHILE UR AT IT, VOTE FOR SAMUS. CUZ SAMUS IS LESS POPULAR THAN LINK SO IF SHE (YES, SAMUS IS A SHE) STANDS UP TO LINK SHELL DIE.

Doign a Little Jig to Pirate Ship Soundscape....

yeah... I'm literally dancing to the pirate ship soundscape found on zreo. and i love that song so much!!!

Yeah. Aw. The song ended......

Now I'm listening to LMolgera Battle. To be honest, the zreo one isnt as epic as the original one. But that's nawt what I decided to make this post.

Ok so u know that I've been waking up at 5 am to play wind waker on meh wii... and i feel bad for my wii. I found out that you can't play GC games wihtout having a memory card, and since I don't have one, I can't save the game. So I just left the Wii on. For about 2 days. And today Kirill and I had some spare time so I showed him WW, and we just fought. I mean, I was stuck in teh Dragon Roost Cavern in this really annoying room wiht rats and this locked door but I didn't have a key or anything. So I decided, hey, why not get some bait and get eh rats to give me some cheats? (I didn't ahve any bait wiht me) so i went outside and tried to get through teh temple all teh way to the beginning, but once we got outside, my brother, wanting to try out teh wind waker, yelled GIMME THE CONTROL!!!!! and he tried to get it from me. he said "dosh, I wqanna conduct!" while i said "you can conduct once i finish this dungwon!" and so since the gc controller is very short, we tugged adn teh wii plummeted down about 4 feet onto the wood. Kuckily it didnt break. entirely. now thers a little piece on teh side that cant close and the gc controller post ius semi-not-closed but its working fine. but the cords got disconnected... so i ahve to start the game over AGAIN. But goign to teh forsaken fortress again is so worth it.

So yeah. And thatnks to Bluey, i have found Zelda MANGA (!!!!!!!!!!!!) on mangfox.com and so right now im reading an ocarina of time manga. omggps its so cute! heheehehheehheeheh

so eayh. young link is so freakin cute in it!!! So eayh. He looks annoyed.

And now, to sequel the Japanese-bow-ness... Bluey amde up this thing that when we bow we should say "thank you" so now we bow down adn say Arigato! in this really weird japaese anime girl high pitched voice. and its hilarious. and today i drew intensekid as a cat in my history notes....... u wanna know why? this is why.

we were in teh carpool when all of a sudden me and alice were talking about how like, all the ppl in japan are helf cat and so we looked at intensekid and HE LOOKED LIKE A CAAAAAAAT!!!! and so now we call him intensekitty. and we toally humiliated him in front of his friends ("wait a min, are u intensekid?" "eyah thats waht they call me") . adn so that leads to my theory:: Asians are descended from cats, Indians are descended rfom tigers, earopeans are desceneded from canines, and Africans are descended from chimpanzeezzz. This is nawt a racial thing. I am nawt being racist. I ahve total respect for each adn every race. And I do nawt want to make anyone feel bad. And so today Alice was talking with her friends in art and one of her friends andrew when he laughed he looked like a cat (according to alice) so she told him my theory (but when she told him that i didnt change it so it was indians are from elephants and euros are from wolves- both make no sense) and they asked who was the girl wearing the wolf hat cuz i wear it allt eh time (yes dudes, i wear toboe/linkey/wolfie to skl) and she was all like "you dont know darya???" and theyre like "she doesnt wear teh hat". they were talking about trili. trili's anme is dariiiiiiiiiiia adn mine is daryyyyyyyyyyyya so they were easily confused. but tehy should know me. me and alice do teh nya so loud tehy shud know ho i am. and i wear toboe and everyones looking at me like im a maniac. "whats with the haaaaaaaaaaaaaat............" and then richard (eeeeeeeeeewwwwwww) keep son topuching it so when i get near him (eeeeeewwwwwwwww) i ahve to either kick out some of my rusty karate mmoves (i rally succcccccccck) or just run away. i prefer teh first. if only tehy allowed violence in skl. and im a girl!!! but i wish waht mr.brist saud was true, that in teh 80s kids were allowed to basically maim each otehr and the principal wud come, tehy wud shake hadns, nothing big... but now the police come, teh phsychariast, teh family, teh whole neighborhood... I wud love to beat the whatevs out of richard. and for no apparent reason. dang i wish that games tehat i play were more viuolent so that cud unleash my self-anger onto the wii controller...

hehe. the ocinara of time maga is so cute! link is so cute, and saria is so cute, and navi is so cute, and even mido! and they went through 4 hours of gaming in 5 pages!!! weird, eh? strange thing is, tehres no ww or tp manga. theres one for everything else but those. and ph. i think. but im nawt sure. i might reasd the majoras mask amngaa next. since watching the gamepkay is kinda boring.....

dang this was a long post.

u guys do know that i never write a post from beginning to end wihtout any iteruptions? i always take at least an hour to write a post... cuz im always changing msuic, reading artiles on either zi or zw, and now i ahve a manga to think about.... "so this is.. the world???" dang hes so freakin cute! and im gonna post two of the pics i feel are so freakin cute on here. note that these arents mine adn belong to their rightfull owners.


Click on teh pics to see tehm full size. And you can read the whole thing on here [link] . And this is a prequal to TP. and this is also stated to be the best game of teh whole zelda series, even teh history is gaming. And now its all amnga-fied. Cuz Nintendo is ajapanese and manga is ajpanese....





s eyah.

go worshipp toon link.

cuz i comand u by teh power of amlo.

c yah. :)