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not that much!
my tavbletes fixed.
be scared
and im so freakin happy
cuz that means my art block is officially dsone.

*runs away to photoshop*

heres what i was doing::::!!!!!!!!!



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randomness

click on it to see exactly what i wrote

tis a foxy

be scared.

and his means im officially open for requests and commisions

requests:: u shall give me an idea of waht i shud draw

commision:: u give me $. i shall draw u something semi-professional on ur topic. u pick, i do. but for $. dont worry, ill amke it affordable. :)

CONTESSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. i have a contest for u.

RULES:::::

• You must comment on every one of my posts.
• If there's either music or a video, you must comment about at least one of them.
  
• You must tell about this blog to at least one of your friends and then make them comment at least one time on any post.

PRIZES::::

• 1st place: 2 fully-colored Paint drawings with a mouse. (see bottom to see a sample.)
• 2nd place: 1 lineart with a mouse. (see bottom to see a sample.)
• 3rd place: (As if there'll be one T-T) 1 simple sketch witha mouse. (see bottom to see a sample.)

So yes. Please join. I need more feeeeedback.

see it.........

Feeed me.......

dudes.. i need feedback. i have no comments on almost everything. and my profile #s are fairly low... and im not getting that many emails lately. normally i have like... 10 emails each day. now its zip. nada. egg. dudes, i need to know whats ur opinion on things. this blog was meant to show my opinion. now the comments are tehre to express urs. so do it for petes sake!!!! and for malos sake.... (zelda ranting). oooohhh that reminds me. g2g play ztp. :). im expectinigng some comments when i come back!!!!

Life... So far.

I have realised that my last three posts have been about obsessions. So now I'm gonna let ya'll abou my life as a trade.

Ok so physics is going on fairly well. We're already near the end of the book. Hey, did we do any machines or heat and technology? Cuz I skipped those cuz i thought we didnt go over them ion both teh comps and in skl... so eyah. and my dads REALLY been helping me wiht these things. i mean... he has really been sitting wiht me everyday for an hour or two and going through teh book.. asking me questions... teaching me things that Mr.Stratton couldn't. No offense Mr.Stratton... but I truely didn't understand much when u were the one up thre wiht teh whiteborard. I took notes and everything.. but u didn't explain it. And u expect us to know everything wha few seconds afer u white it down with ur almost dead markers!!!

Sp yeah. And also.... it was sooooooooooo hot outside today. Cuz moa bro adn I were doing mom a favor of dropping the mail off. It was a 15 min walk. it turned inot an hour walk b/c kirill decided the slower u go.. the cooler u get. he musta been crazy. teh slower u go.. the cooler u get. not in phoenix az when its 1 o'clock.. and theres no cloud cover!!! we must a ben crazy... and thn we talked about how long people cud of survived in the desert.... then about wolfs rain. *slams head on desl* why do i think o it so much????

*mumbles to herself* gotta focus on something else.....

Ok. so also... yesterday (thre music post) i was so saddened out of muself (its hard to imagine me sad, dotcha think???) so yeah. i was so sad i felt likem drawing somethign happy. adn i did. i drew some girls laughing... one caroline-skinneiris and one anvita-tomboyish. why the heck i drew them i didnt know. but i liked it. and guesssssssss what?????????? carolines wearing a skirt. a FRILLY skity. now thats how much japanese style has gotten into me... especilaly tokyo mew mew. OH YEAH!!! if u guys are STILL bored out of your head... watch tokyo mew mew. i highly recomend it. its rated Y7. 0_o. it still has violence... but its like... little girl violence. no blood, no cussing. its a show dedicated to little kds... but it sparked my imagination when it came to anime. i have to admit... this one and wr were teh only animes ive watched fully....

so eyah. i feel so unexcited these days!!! i mean.. i want to play something on teh piano that i know very well.... but im so tired of playing what i know. i mean... playing chantatanooga choo choo and habarena and midnas desperate hour adn ave maria are really annoying me... i want someting new. well... i got the newness from lost woods and song of storms, but im kinda bored with those now too. annnnnnnnnnnnd on ichigo's sheet music.com i found wolfs rain.... but nly he song gravity. i dont like teh song. its too slow adn sad for my likeing. wanna listen? [listen]. if u like it or dont dont blame me. but if u want somethign cool to listen to.. click ont his::: [listen]. its da theme song..... *-*

yeah. tooka nap after filling out the notes for kinetic energy... even though i know all of it. T-T.

strange... my art block is sortakindalmostgoingish gone. i mean, yeah. its probobly the effect of an obsession. ive had my ind on zpt too long. but anyway... itll be abck soon enouph. cuz my bros thinking of getting phantom hourglass. and ive heard that its the equal of ocinara of time... so itll be probobly sorta satisfying.

so yeah.a dn u guys have also noticed that i changded the bg yet again. i weas feeling woo dark. i wanted something light and happy. see what happens when u see too many sad things>??? u start feeling hapy. :).

so eyah. feeling good on this end. and please.. comment, tell ppl about this. and most of all, read and feedback. i need to know how to get more ppl to see me.... so comment. tellt his to ur friends. check everyday. cuz threll be ye another post for u to read.... 0_o. scary. :).

OMGGPS MUSIC!!

Sorry If im posting too many things about my obsessions. but this is called an obsession. u cant do anything about it cuz withut an obsession im a holow empty person. cuz an obsession emans ive got something to love. so eyah

so i was listening and watching wolfs rain (yet again.) so i had this crasy idea to look for the soundtrack. so i did. and i fell in love. im head over heels. ive gotta afmit it.

and so im listening right now is to ::



This plays whenver theyre doing something amazing.. or when somethign sad happens. the one place where i ermemer tit the best is at ep 22 when they find the walrus.



OOH!@!!!!! i remember this!!! this is when hige and tsume give that surprise attack on the soldoers camp!!! 'mising who??" hige,.,.. u are my lost twin. u are so freaking awesome!! adn how they fought... that was so awesome!! and this msuic started it all!! when u were all like.. "missing who??" to teh soldiers and tehy were all like "AH!!!" and then you jumped out of the way tehn tsume came down wiht his nife/sword/sceptar/dagger thingy...EPIC!1!



The second one is when teh bad dude appears. the reaon this ones so revengful is b/c lord darcia is. he just is. at teh begining of the anime hes just a dude in teh background.. then he went insane.. and then he tried to open paradise.. stupid paradise. he was the one who killed.... total stupid lard darcia!! sri. ranting ofver here... teh second part after the break is my fav. i thought that was the main theme of wolfs rain when i fist heard it. (when darcias castle thing blew up in ep 14 i think..... and when darcia broke cheza out of the lab in ep 2.... heh. ya wnna hear it u gotta go see it.)



this one and cloud 9 (later) were so much better with the characters talking int eh foreground and no vocalist. h well. but i guess whats there is there. not much to say about this one. i just like it.



my absolute fav. absolute. its so much better when theres no voice!! this ones in teh first episode at the end so u better watch it anyways. hehe. it makes me feel of doing something great and thinking thats what u ... dang this thing is getting to me. but really... its much better without words. and its also at teh end of ep 22 part 1 when theyre leaving the captain and hes saying "ur gonna fight jagara alone?" and they're all like.. total yeah. and then they vanish in teh fog... *nows the part i start crying* aaaaaaaaaand its at the end of ep 1. just so ya know. t teh end it sorta kinda almost alls in place. cuz at teh end nothing falls in place.



EDIT::: this is where i start crying... cuz this is both the begining and at the end of teh anime. its full of hope.. despair.. anxiety... oh... the world gets reborn.... and theyre in modern day tokyo!!! and the adventure happens again... until pardise is already entered..... 0_o.

SPOILERS!!!! CUZ I WANT TO RANT FOR RANTINGS SAKE!!!

why did u all have to die t he stipid end?? why cant u just move a little farther kiba.. adn unleash paradise insteda of making up your wolrd all over/??? anmdwhat the heck is with u toboe??? jumping in front of a gun like that?? wouldnt it of been better to just push quonte out of the way instead of jumping in front of teh stupid gun of darcia??? why!!!! and whats with u hige.. u really have to elarn to forgive ur self. u didnt know what appened to u. and the same for cher and hubb. hubb... if only everyone wud die like u did... a cigar in your mouth adn ur late wifes scarf around ur nose... and just steps away from paradise.. and teh same for u blue. and hige. and tsume. to be honest.. tsume isnt that bad at the end. especilaly when hes talking to dead toboe.. and when he raeaches out to hubb while hes falling off the ledge... and... what favor u did to hige... *cries...* oh why couldnt of thre been a happier ending?? and whats with u toboe?? i though u hated cats and now ur saving a kittne from teh rain!! thres hige.,.. ewatiug as usual... and then tsume.. riding a motorcycle. i laughed at that. i eman... if motorcyles were earlier in tehe anime tsume wud probobly be the only one riding it. heh. i wish tehy made a sequel to it. i mean.. when the world gets reborn. with all teh charactrs not remembering anyting. BONES (da dudios wqho made this) please make a sequel. or a second season. because i know im not the only one ranting like this. and please... dont make toboe a girl. i mean.. he looked like one in teh end (rebornation) with teh kitten and all. but really. *laughs* please. enjoy. sri for the rant. cudnt help myself. lsitening to shiro right now. :: Link:: because i think that its the main theme. if u undersdtnd this song... u understand teh whole thing.... *starts another sob round* thanks for reading. please commnet.

Yay. Art is sortakindaish back.

ok so I ahve to admit. wolfs rain is kinda helping out my art problem... a little bit. this morning i woke up trying to draw wofl... cuz in teh anime its all really acurate... musucles adn everything. so i tried to draw it... adn failed. then i tried again. passed. if i can get my phone to connect with my comp im gonna try to post my tryouts here (uh... courtney.. little help here???). so yeah. and so i tried drawing my fav character - toboe- in wolf form. and i dunno why... but i drew a collar. like higes collar. and so i was drawing a greatly proportioned hige-toboe mix-ish wolf. before my dad came down and said i shud do some physics. at least they dont know why im not playing zelda so much nowadays adn only mariocart. this isnt his business. my personal obsessions i mean. i dunno why they havnt noticed that im too quite since thursday... ah well. back to drawing. so yeah. and i drew and tried it yet again. failed. wolves heads are relaly hard to draw porportionaly. so yeah. and now i just left a pic of a wolf body profile lying in my sketch book. so yeha. ill do it kater. right now im listening to a wolfs rian in english... oh... ep 6 is so awesome!!! especially the surprise you find in ep 5...

i wont say anything more. xP

NOAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No. I just finished watching Wolf's Rain... all 30 eps.

You want to know how I did it? I didn't go to sleep last night. I went to sleep around 11... but I couldn't sleep. So what I did is that I sneaked onto my comjp and watched them... for 4 hours. By the time I was done the sun was coming up and I still couln't shake up teh feeling that teh anime has given me. So i played videogames adn read books adn ate chocolate... adn then tried to sleep. I guess it sorta worked. It wasn't exactly sleeping. I ws in a sorta kinda trance... liie half my brain was working adn the other half wasn't. I dunno......

But back to teh anime. Best anime EVA!!! Awesome theme song.. animation.. characters.. plot.. and it hs guns. Guns are so awesome!!! I mean, every character got sortakindaish shot throughout the whole thing. And then teh thing about secrets... and then the ending.... WAH!!! i want season 2!! ndgjdnlkgnklagndlklnghgo!!! kghjagl!! I was crying when it ended.. whichj was 5 mins ago. I was crying before that... when certain somebody desided to go to Paradise the other way. Lets just say all teh events after that got really sad but made me feel proud for some reasdon. So breathtakeing.. I love Hige. Hige is the most awesome character in it... Next to Toboe. And Blue. Blue.. you are one awesoje lady. i actually thought BNlue was a boy but then they said 'she'. 0_o. And then after that is Kiba. Kiba is so aweosm!! He's the last character you see in the anime... and the main character. Sorry, but Hige is coole. I dunno why. He's alot like me actually. Except fo the fact that I'm not slightly chubby, not a boy, or a wolf. But it would be aweome to be a wolf.

This anime relaly gets u thinking about eh world since the teme is basically "the route to paradise". It really explains what animals and people do to each other... Ohg wow. I recomend it to everyone. Or at least those who like violence, comedy, weird tones, science fiction, and of course... awesomeness. And also,,, you ahve to be ready for anything after ep 27. Cuz thats when it gets intense.............

Wah. i'm gonna go check out da manga.

Now for some random quotes::

"My fangs are way too delicate."
-Hige

"I wanted to take you to Paradise."
-Tsume

"Now I've got nothing to fight for."
-Kiba

"You go first. It's your kill."
-Kiba to Toboe

"That's the road to Paradise! Too bad's no one has come out alive from there!"
-Old Gramps at teh Graveyard

"The old timer was right. We are wolves."
-Kiba

"Tell me something, are you really gonna fight Jagara alone?" says Commander.
*three nods from Tsume, Hige, and Toboe*
"Whether I'm with friends or alone, I'll always fight to protect those who need me. No matter what." Kiba replied as he turned around. Soon after the wolves were gone into the mist.

"Everything's going crazy... Everything."
-Quent

"I'm sorry. This is strange for me. I've never had a conversation with a dog before."
-Cher

"What the h***'s he so happy for? It's freezing!"
-Hige

"I was just getting ready!!!"
"Getting ready to do what???"
-Toboe (he says this all teh time when he lags behind the others on a jump!) and then Hige

"Even if you search to the ends of the Earth... There's nothing there... No matter how far you walk... It's always the same road... It just goes on and on... But in spite of that... Why am i so driven to find it?"
-Kiba, the last words.

WATCH IT!!!

Wolf's Rain

Hiya people! I'm posting this only because I wake up 2 hours before anyone else to watch an anime called Wolf's Rain. I fell in love with it... Thanks to Alya/Shelko. an amazing anime.

Rating::: T/ pG-13

Summary:::

In this world, becuase all the woods and forest burned down, wolves have learned to illusion themselves to look human and live in the city. Becuase of this, people have thought that wolves havce been extinct for 200 years. But then soon, a wolf from teh countryside comes into own, and all the wolves in town start recognizing this. They all came there because the wolves follow the sweet scent of lunar flowers, and the myht is that the flowers will lead to paradise. This is the story of 4 wolves and their journey to paradise.

Restrictions apply:::

If you have trouble breathig through sometimes funny adn sometimes not funny moments, along with a no blood reputation, you will have trouble seeing this. Action scenes, blood, death, Russian military wolf-hunting tanks, along wiht the characters uber-cuteness (Toboe and Hige), weirdness (Tsume) and hotness (Kiba) will also be in play so get used to it. And in teh beginning you have no idea whats happening. So just keep on watching cuz it'll explain everythng on the way.

Hope you enjoy!!! I love da music!!!



And also, if you want more scenes (the first ep makes no sense im tellin ya) click on the video and ull be exportded to youtube and so pick the next one (part 2) from there. You will have to go from japanese version with english subs to just english so get used to it. Thanks fro reading. An I'm going along with Physcs just fine. :)

So terribly sorry but the circumstancestell me to do it.

I'm sorry all of you but I need to get ready for my Physics test so I can't accept emails or texts or calls until August 8th. I'm sorry for the inconvenience but I really don't want to repeat 6th Grade over again. Sorry and Thank you. Enjoy the rest of your physics-less summer.

-Darya

New art Problems

Yeah I've been having problems with art. I havn't been having much fun lately while I'm drawing. I still love to draw, but something's just not right. I draw less sophisticated than usual. I don't have much inspiration. More like NONITO!! I look into music. I listen to songs that make me feel happy. All that came out of it was a feeling of hollowness created by anticipation for a new Wii Zelda and a page full of Zelda doodles. But on that page was the best horse I ahve EVER drawn. And I'm pretty proud of it. Too bad when I try and draw it again, it turns out horrible. I try and compose new things on piano. i succeded. but the feeling was short lived. I feel so... emotion drained. Like thers a bundle of Potential Energy inside me but I can't get it out but the bonds b/w the electons don't seem to be working. Even my art class isn't as great as I thought it could be. There was a time in my life when I adored my art class, b/c it was the brightest thing in my life at the time. I ws the outcast of 5th grade, meddling with everyone, acting weird, trying to obtain social status, but at the same time hating every second of the year. Art class carried away all my worries. I came in there skipping. I drew my heart out. I wish that feeling stretched out longer. Then came Christmas a few years ago. I got my tablet. I loved it. back then I was attached to Neopets by teh hip; I couldn't stay away from Neopets too long. But that's also when I found out about Youtube and AlliKatNya and animating and Warrior Cats. I refuised to get the WOTF (Warriors of the Forest) theme songs out of my ehad. I remembered every frame, every pan and zoom of the series. I couldn't help thinkning that I might be as famous as AlliKat. That's when I tried aminating. If you want to see my feeble attempt, go on my YT and look at Prologue part 1. I hate it. The absolute most dullest, horrible, angry video I ave ever made. At teh time when I actually aimated something (bluestar walking down the rock) I showed it to my mom. She was amazed. I felt proud.

Now back to this time. I draw something, like a cat reaching in to catch a leaf. Fail. The cat looks like its floating in space. No muscles, no frame, no personality. That;s when I really started drawing like a maniac. I can't focus on a detial. I have to scribble it out so that no one can understnad what is in there but me. I have to research all the muscles of the animal, which, most of the time doesn't work well. And all of you who ahve seen me draw a face have seen me doing the face and not noticing it. It helps. I imagine the muscles, i feel what teh viewer has to feel when theyre looking at a drawing. Call me crazy, but thats what I do. Nothing i can do about it.

Well, and there's the problem with the tablet. If my darn tablet was working I'd be sitting around on Photoshop doodling away. But NOOOOOOOOOOOO. It decided to quit on me. It works, but really screwey. I mean, When I press a button on the side, it decided to activate the otehr one. And when I drag it across the screen, it does it in little jumps, always landing int eh wrong place. And there is the Photoshop screw. Whenever it's working "ok" (yeah right. not this pen) I try adn use Photoshop adn it decides that I don't need any pressure! cuz normally wehnever I press harder on PS, it comes outharder. When I press lightly, all you see is a little line. And now it decides that I don't need the pressure that makes m y works look like pwnage. Dang you G-pen! And the worst part is that I fixed it a couple months ago AND added a new pen tip. Well, my dad fixed it. But I helped. So yeah. And now my dad is all fed up with work and he's the only one who knows about the G-pen so I'm guessing I have to wait until his and Mom's workload lessens.

And so goes my Art Problems. Be scared. And please comment and tell me what you think I should do with this problem. I think it all comes down to teh tablet.